Linda and Patches
Good friends, as you can see.
There is an outfit called OncLive that reports on
developments in all sorts of cancer research.
The technical level of the reportage is somewhere between that of typical
British tabloid (New Chemical Found in Carrots and Pipe Tobacco Cures Cancer in
a Matter of Weeks, says Noted Authority)
and the New England Journal of Medicine (Well, I won’t try to characterize this
approach: I wouldn’t understand half the words, anyway). I have just read an OncLive article on a
seminar or small meeting concerned with treatment of ovarian cancer. It is informative, but more than a little
depressing. Here it is:
Much of the discussion revolves around the topic of which
course of chemo is best used when gains made by debulking + adjutant chemo begin to be
reversed. The debate seems to revolve
around something called PFS – Progression Free Survival, or how much time
elapses before the cancer begins to come back.
If I understand what I read, ultimate survival is not in question. Whether a woman dies of the damned disease or
not seems still to be in the lap of the gods.
That is why I mainly donate to the Rivkin Center nowadays: I get the
impression that they are focused on genuinely innovative research.
Linda had a long stretch of PFS, and those months were amongst
the best of my life. I thank all the researchers
patiently gnawing away at the immense hardwood knot that characterizes ovarian
cancer. Every nasty little chip removed
helps. However, I hope to live to see
the whole damned thing blasted to Hell!
I want a cure.
There are many stories of the richness of life during illness. Linda and my relationship went into overdrive after her diagnosis and the memories and photographs of that period of visists, travel, conversations, and caregiving are what get me through the lonliness of her being gone.
ReplyDeleteThank you for this insightful and lovely comment; it helps me understand some of my own feelings.
DeleteI'm glad for you both that you had so many good times after the initial diagnosis. - Dick
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